MJ 2

Today I find myself watching the Michael Jackson funeral out of curiosity. What I didn't expect was to find myself balling my eyes out during it. Laugh all you want, but it's true. Again, he was strange & extrememly eccentric. Can you imagine living his life, being as well known as him & not being a little crazy? That's gotta do something to your "psychy". The shot of his brothers carrying his golden casket was beautiful & I was crying from then on. It was a beautiful tribute to an amazing performer. I loved seeing his brothers & sisters wear their sunglasses through the whole thing. Seeing the brothers all wearing the white Michael Jackson glove was awesome! My heart breaks for his kids that no longer have a parent. I watched shots of his daughter with her head just leaning on her grandma's & her aunt's shoulders. Then, there's grandma - mom. As much as this family is under a microscope it's almost as if they're not human. But, this family lost a brother & this poor mom lost a son. I can't imagine her pain right now. At one point the camera went by & she had her face buried in a handkerchief. Obviously, I don't know this family & maybe they really are as crazy as all of the accusations, but they've lost a brother, son, & dad. Maybe it has affected me so much because I know the pain of losing a brother & how hard it is. Again, that's probably why seeing the siblings is what made me the saddest. Watching the casket being carried out of the building hit me too. It just makes things so final & that was one of the hardest parts of my brothers funeral for me. I hope this family is able to find some peace through this experience & maybe even put a little better perspective on life.

MJ

Sad, sad, day today. Just a crazy week all together.

First, Ed McMahon dies. The master of "Star Search". Forget Johnny Carson. Ha! Who could forget? But, "Star Search" was the best show ever! I watched it all the time & dreamed everyday of being on it. Unfortunately, my dreams were shot due to a technicality of I remember correctly.....right Em? That's my story anyway - it sounds cooler.

Next, this morning, Farrah Fawcett passes. Surprisingly enough - because everyone thinks I'm so old - she was before my time. Still, lots of respect to her & all she's done. Not to mention all she's put up with with her family & crazy life. Ren - I think of your donut story everytime I hear about her. I can just picture powder donut all over her face!!

Then, there is Michael Jackson. WOW!! He may possibly have been the weirdest man on the planet! But, when he was on stage, no one could mistake his presence & not show respect. He was a master. He was popping & locking before it was even thought of. Granted, some moves we could do without watching, but you have to admit - he was a genius!

Think of all the great videos: Thriller, Beat It, Remember the Time, Black or White, Rock With You, Billie Jean, etc, etc... Not to mention the Jackson 5 days - Stop The Love You Save, Ben, Rockin Robin, I'll Be Their, etc, etc... Even if you don't like him - you probably have heard of all of those videos/songs & because of that - it should mean something. He was iconic.

Here's my all time favorite video of his.... (Because I'm not too bright you have to click on the link. I don't know how to add the video - sorry.)

SMOOTH CRIMINAL

If you have the time - be sure to check out the "Ghost" video. That one is awesome as well. No one I know has even heard of it. Just don't let your kids watch it - it's a little scary. Still genius though!

PARAMORE & NO DOUBT

***I am ridiculously behind on blogging. There are a few new posts on here & MANY more to come...***


My lovely sister Stephanie bought tickets to the Paramore / No Doubt concert for my sister Allison's birthday. Well, Allison ended up not being able to go. LUCKY ME!!
Steph asked me if I wanted to go - UH YEAH!! It was so much fun. I've seen No Doubt before - back in the old days. I had forgotten how much fun they are live. It was a real treat to see them again. Paramore was really good as well. I give MAJOR kudos to their bass player who did a barrel roll over the guitarist while playing! That was awesome!! We had a blast!

Thanks again Steph!! (Oh & Allison for having to go out of town! :) )

RANT

For your listening pleasure - instead of ranting & raving like I really want to here's some videos for you....
Misfits
Mr. Cellophane
Yeah - it's been that kind of week!

CONFESSION

I have a confession to make. I will apologize now for anyone who may be offended. Jess - you may fall out of your chair! But, I just have to admit that I love the Jonas Brothers!
You have to admit, the fact that they write their own music is quite impressive. Who writes their own music anymore? I'm not a huge fan of people who don't. Although, I'm sad to say that I don't mind Miley Cyrus either. I guess that's what we get for having two girls! And don't let Erik fool you. He doesn't mind them that much either. In fact, he went to the doctor the other month & came home & told me how he read an article about Nick Jonas while he was in the waiting room. Turns out that Nick (that would be the youngest brother in the middle of the picture) has Type 1 diabetes pretty bad. So, we like him best. Anyway, just had to share how pathetic my life has gotten these days.

MUSIC

I love music! I admit - I'm not nearly as knowledgeable these days as I use to be. I'm not the greatest on keeping up with the new stuff, but I'm still tolerant. So, I like to think I'm not getting too old yet. I know everyone has some classics on their list. I'd like to know what CD's you could listen to over & over again & never get tired of. I'm not just talking about random songs - I mean an entire CD. Here's some of mine.....

1. 30 Seconds to Mars - "A Beautiful Lie"
2. Weezer - the "Blue" CD
3. No Doubt - "Tragic Kingdom"
4. ANYTHING GOO GOO DOLLS!!

Now, let's hear some of your "classics"!

LOVED

My SIL intoduced me to this song last summer & I listen to it often. Today seemed like a good day to share with everyone. Listen to the words - it's awesome! Enjoy!

Don't Give Up

P.S. - Familia - is it just me or does he look like Jill a little?

LITTLE WONDERS

Since I'm such a baby these days - here's another video that makes me ball my eyes out everytime I see it. LOVE this movie - it has such a good message!

LITTLE WONDERS

“Around here, however, we don’t look backwards for very long. We keep moving forward, opening up new doors and doing new things… and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths.”
–Walt Disney

TALENT

When I was in St. George the other week my stepdad showed me these videos on youtube & I just had to share. I was so totally blown away at these & really - if you don't ball your eyes out while watching these I'll think something is wrong with you....

(Just so you are prepared these videos are all around 5 minutes long.)

Paul Potts First Audition

Paul Potts in the Semi-Finals

Connie's First Audition

Do you still have goosebumps while you're reading this? If you don't then you might be closer to our beloved Edward than you think - which would bring up a whole other fascination! I love watching Simon's face on their first auditions. He's so annoyed as they walk in & then genuinely shocked when they start to sing. I love it!! Paul Potts will be giving Andrea Bocelli a run for his money!